Use "ludicrousness" in a sentence

1. My mind balked at the ludicrousness of it, but I could feel his influence washing around me, swallowing me in it, taking my will apart piece by piece

2. He’s Tutsi and it illustrates the ludicrousness of classifying people by race

3. I ran my finger over it, over the bump of the tiny track mark still detectable at its core, amazed at my own ludicrousness, and then put my socks back on so I wouldn’t have to see it anymore